Well, it's pretty official. All of the jobs I've applied for in the public schools are gone - and I didn't get one of them.
Don't panic - I'm OK. Surprisingly, I'm more OK than I thought I'd be.
My best friend got an interview at the last school I was waiting to hear from the other day. I was so upset when she told me, I didn't even congratulate her...and I felt terrible. I gave myself a little pep talk, told myself it wasn't the end of the world, and then called my BF and apologized profusely.
Now that the doors to the public schools seemed to have remained firmly locked, I've started to consider some different avenues. I'm considering the possibility of working for DHS as a family service worker... I still get to work with kids, get good pay...something to think about.
Something else I'm working on right now is the possibility of working for a early childhood education center as a development manager. The development manager is the person responsible for retaining all of the funds to run the place. It includes grant writing, lobbying, public speaking.... right up my alley, right?
OK, so it's not teaching - but it's working with and for education.
So, I interviewed for the job on Tuesday. It was a long interview - and very informative. I got really excited about hearing what the job entails...and it's a lot of work. A. LOT. Basically, my responsibility would entail securing 1.5 to 2 million dollars in funds, and rallying the state's capitol to get early childhood education a spotlight.
As a follow up, I've been asked to write a mock grant proposal - so they can get an idea of my writing skills. Well, immediately I got excited...then nervous. I've never written a grant before. I had no idea where to start.
In my professional career, I've dealt with all kinds of business proposals and legal contracts - but writing a grant? Nope. Never.
I could of gracefully bowed out and said "thanks, but no thanks". I mean, why would they give a job to a person that has absolutely no experience in grant writing? But something inside of me told me to give it a shot. Yes, I'm insane...no shocker there.
I immediately headed for Barnes & Noble after my interview and picked up the one book that I hoped would be able to help me out: Grant Writing for Dummies.
So, I don't have time to read the whole book - but it did help in giving me the basic tools on where to at least start. With a few pages read and a few clicks of Internet research, I was on my way to the bare bones structure of a grant proposal.
I've been working on it, now, since yesterday. I have no clue if what I'm doing is even on the right track... I've learned that it's very hard to write a grant proposal for a company I really know nothing about to a company I invented about a project that I'd envision possibly being a benefit to both said companies. It's a daunting task...yet, I still continue on.
I figure, I might as well give it a shot. I have to admit, when I worked for the nation's biggest retailer - I loved the corporate world. I was good at my job. I was good at communicating with people - both in person and via written correspondence. I was organized, yet always busy. I like jobs that are demanding, challenging, and time consuming. I don't know why, but I've always been happiest when I'm extremely busy.
I will admit, though, it is a lot of work just for an interview. I mean, I've been researching and reading for hours...and only 3 pages in to the grant proposal. It's going to be very upsetting to do all of this work just to get those magic words "We're Sorry". Although, I realize that I'm the one that took on this daunting task - knowing full well I have absolutely no experience writing grants... so it will be my own fault if they decide to keep looking for someone else.
Alright, that's enough stalling... back to grant writing I go.