I woke up this morning, feeling different. Different to how I've woken up for the past several months. I woke up free.... free from stress, free from worry...free.
Did I find a job?? No.
After writing my post yesterday, I read it over and over. It was like my mind was sending me a message, I just had to read it.
I really feel like my future is out of my hands now - and I need to embrace it. I need to take charge of the here and now... not the could be's, the hope to be's...just what I can do at this very moment.
I will say out loud something I've been scared to admit. I think I was on the verge of depression. There was a part of me that was so sad, so lost, so frustrated...and it was taking over...consuming my mind, my body, and my life.
It was causing a negative impact on me... and I won't let that happen.
Today, I'm taking a stand. No more negativity. No more worry. No more stress. I throw my future to the wind, and hope that someone finds it and gives me a chance. Until that happens, I am going back to being me. Fun. Happy. Cheerful.
Goodbye negativity. Wish I could say it was nice to know you - but it wasn't... Good riddance!